Monday, November 9, 2009

help.

hello.
i feel like being somewhere where no one knows me.
a totally new start. and everyone is nice.
In this ideal world there would be no drama, no secrets, and no lust.
No hunger, thirst, attraction, repulsion.

People would just be, and not be judged.

and you would know who you were meant to be with.
without any of the hassle in getting there.
Perfect bliss.
I guess I'll just have to wait.
unless...
someone wants to show me to my fairy tale.

where music grows on trees,
and the imaginations can carry you to any destination.

Can even take you to love

all i really want is love
show me love
perfect love,
I'm doubting if it humans can obtain such a level
,
share some
with me I'd appretiate some right now

and that would be my perfect world

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Hello, My name is Michelle

I feel like starting over.
it's not a bad thing by any means, not at all.
It's just sometimes life over takes you,and you get SO lost and burried in it, and this time i just need a break, a clean one at that too.
not the people, i don't want to replace them, i just want to add people to my life.
I feel like placing my pen down on a new page, a new chapter.
SO CLICHE, but i love cliches, they're so true they're used over and over.
So, i have absolutely no idea where this start over will take me.
it just feels as if today I just finished a section of my life, i have no need to go back and change or fix anything, it certainly was an interesting chapter no doubt, and yes there are zero regrets.
but once again i feel as if a monumental change is fast approaching, and this time, i feel as if i'm ready for it.
they usually hit me by surprise, and i don't like when that happens,
but i am ready for a change, actually excited about this one
i am welcoming change for once in my life with arms wide open
embrace me :P